Love Blues : Is it time?

Have you ever been so scared, that maybe... Just maybe... the time you have been waiting for your whole life is about to come and you don't even know what to do and what to say when he pops the question?

Well, I am.

I can't imagine that we have reached this far. It was just like yesterday...

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I was late for my class. I sat on the last row of the class and then he came. He was 30 minutes later than me. He sat beside me since it was the last and only available seat in the room. He asked me something about the class. He looked older than me, maybe 1 year older. We immediately became friends. We started "going-out" of the class together. We would do this "you go out first and I'll come out 5 minutes after" scheme just so we could roam around the campus and talk about anything that comes around. He would introduce me to his friends. We would buy and eat a lot of food from the cafeteria. We were group mates for a class project. He would steal my assignments and I would give them up so easily. Whenever we had exams coming up, and we had answers leaked from the previous class, I'd make sure that he passed. I would let him copy from me and I would even let him get higher grades than me. I didn't care... I was in love and I know that I made the right choice. The time came when I had to make the biggest decision of my life that time. I had to end something because I wasn't happy anymore and at the same time I had to start anew with someone. I brought him fruit shakes, he brought me candies. I would watch him play basketball from the classroom, he would text me to ask where I was.

Those were just some of the best moments we had. Everyday was like a surprise. Every time I went to school, I'd feel so anxious, and butterflies were in my stomach, feeling all in love and inspired.

It's funny because I'm feeling the same thing now. Is it simply the Feb. Fever? Or my instincts are telling me something else? Its been 6 unforgettable years and I've never felt this anxious with him. Whatever it is his planning, I'm pretty sure I'll love it and I'll be happy about it.

Come what may.